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    Sunday, April 17th, 2005
    8:55 pm
    Moving forward while you hold your tongue. Never again will four letters of lies control my life.
    Maybe somewhere in between the motions before you breathe, I'll see the reasons why we work in certain seasons. I thought I was done with this. These circles and cycles, these words to rely on. Deciphering lullabies, remembering the times we tried. It's been twenty-something years and still I can't get this right. I still don't know which one to fight for and which ones to forget. My reservations and limitations only take me so far. These words will make me, these words will take you. So why is it that I just can't forget you?


    Closer than the clothes on your skin, wearing thin. You never tried. Sleeping under back yard stars, in present tents, in your defense, I wonder why you never said good bye?
    Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
    9:18 pm
    Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
    -I'm outside of your window with my radio
    you are the only station
    you play the song I know
    you are the song I know

    -you could slit my throat... and with my one last gasping breath i'd appologize for bleeding on your shirt

    -and as days go by, the memories remain
    i'll wait for you
    and as days go by, the memories remain
    i won't let go
    these days remain the same
    pictures fade away
    please don't ever change
    please don't change your mind
    no matter what they say
    i'll always wait
    Saturday, January 1st, 2005
    11:02 pm
    And the fire's burning bright...And still we act like everything's all right
    Alright, listen to me. You pull up right where she lives, right? Before you get outta the car, you lock both doors. Then, get outta the car, you walk over to her. You bring her over to the car. Dig out the key, put it in the lock and open the door for her. Then you let her get in. Then you close the door. Then you walk around the back of the car and look through the rear window. If she doesn't reach over and lift up that button so that you can get in: dump her.

    Just like that?

    Listen to me, kid. If she doesn't reach over and lift up that button so that you can get in, that means she's a selfish broad and all you're seeing is the tip of the iceberg. You dump her and you dump her fast.

    - emo & lonely
    Sunday, November 21st, 2004
    8:30 pm
    nothing ever really was....but now it is
    trees bend and sway, there is a heaven and hell and they are right next to eachother, blackout, burning circle; love, boxes, bags, the devil, operating table to ambulance, death, laying in my grave, ring turning into fuzzz, crying, tears, lonleyness, not worth it, nothings worth it, no one understands, they never will, never, emptiness, lonelyness, burning hearts, coffee, lots of coffee, even more coffee, poor poor souls, never saw it comming, they never did, cynical, they never will know, never...
    Saturday, September 11th, 2004
    3:43 pm
    i check the time
    it's 4:00 a.m.
    And I just passed the westside buildings
    All the broken glass
    As I try to shake the cold away, but anyways,
    It's late at night and I'm about to crack
    And decide to just walk the tracks
    That I just walked yesterday.
    Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
    2:38 pm
    here are my classes... let me know if u have any with me
    1. ap physics
    2. independent study with melcher
    3. german 2
    4. us government
    5. ap calc
    6. ap english
    Sunday, July 25th, 2004
    4:35 pm
    say cheese and die
    TODAY ILYSE AND MYSELF WENT TO BIRMINGHAM TO SEE NAPOLEON DYNAMITE. I HATED IT SO MUCH I FELL ASLEEP AND THEN I HATED IT. WE LEFT. THEN WENT BACK TO EYELISS' HOUSE THEN WE WATCHED COPS. I HATED IT. I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK TODAY BECAUE I HATE IT. I PRETTY MUC HATE EVERYTHING EVER INVENTED.






    PIRATES ARRRRR COOL.
    BYE

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Current Music: COPS
    Friday, July 9th, 2004
    12:58 pm
    its only teenage wasteland
    well summer has been fun and games and stuff...and everything has been going well...been hanging out with ilyse and watching reno 911 with her alot and just freaking working all the freaking time but so far its been a good summer...and now i have to go start my summer reading list ... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
    Sunday, June 27th, 2004
    8:02 pm
    sex
    hey its me im back for another update yeah i havent really been up to anything lately besides workin and hanging out. yeah i dont know how my sumemr is but thats cool. its pretty good haha okay im going
    Monday, June 21st, 2004
    2:09 pm
    silly god
    ilyse is hot and i went to meijer with my best friend ilyse
    Friday, May 21st, 2004
    10:55 pm
    pull the trigger and the nightmare stops
    so i heard this thing today that was sweet...

    romance is for the weakminded


    i'll drink to that
    Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
    8:35 pm
    The words you scribbled on the walls
    the loss of friends you didnt have


    i cant find happiness in anything anymore...and i dont like it...i want something new...i'm bored...
    Saturday, May 1st, 2004
    11:12 pm
    another heartbeat with thoughts of yesterday
    I learned the hard way, when you give yourself away you give away your life too

    but i will always remember....the girl next door


    fuck it
    Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
    9:03 pm
    and every step i take reminds me of the holes i punched in the wall
    i'm trying... to be what u want me to be... but its so damn hard to keep playing the part of the fool... week after week...

    teenage wasteland
    Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
    11:22 pm
    because i love the way u look at me...
    well i went and saw the best movie and the most perfect for my life movie ever...and then i saw it again.... i think that these late night talks with just driving around are just what i need... i dont really know what to do... and i dont know if i should do anything... so i'll just keep things as they are and see how everything ends up in the end... all i know is this time .. no matter what...i will know that the juice was well worth the squeeze
    Saturday, April 10th, 2004
    11:06 pm
    when i needed u most...when i needed a friend
    well i'm done...thats it...that was my last chance and now i'm giving up...i'm dont with girls...i dont really care anymore...as long as your happier now than u were before...but i'm just even more unhappy now


    what a week
    Thursday, April 8th, 2004
    9:42 pm
    i thought it would get better after the first day...but i just feel like crap
    nothing like losing a really really good friend to make your life meaningless right now...and i just wish something could get better...because this is just no fun anymore...i hate this so much !!!

    if anyone would like to come with me to ryans funeral on saturday i could really use a good friend to be there with me so i'm not alone and that would be really great if u could be there with me to help me through this
    Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
    8:40 pm
    your ratio splits like the side of a gun
    mr. rock and roll himself

    mr. rock and roll himself

    hey cody !!!

    Hey Cody !!!!!

    i know your jealous

    i know your jealous

    heidi's man

    Heidi's hunk of a man
    Monday, March 8th, 2004
    7:59 pm
    don't think what u normaly would....casue this isn't normal for me
    is it too much to ask to be my friend
    is it too much to ask to start over again
    too much for you to go out of you way
    and tell me u never desired to stray
    from the man that u supposedly loved
    from the people that u always looked up too

    this is the face that u could never forget
    this is the place that always brings you back
    to the one u love
    and care the least
    turn your back on yourself
    put your mind at ease

    i woudlnt want to tempt u to be true
    i wouldnt want to make it hard on you
    i wouldnt want to see things for what they are
    i konw u wouldnt want this to go that far

    why does it have to be something
    something to go out of your way
    why do u chose to do nothing
    nothing ever made me stay

    well u said it was at the peace memorial
    never said again and now u know
    that you'll believe it might be true
    and what would they say or waht would they do
    cause the person you are just aint the same now
    its over again i ask my self how
    that breeze blew so hard on cliffs of barbed wire
    these old thoughts its time to retire

    i wouldnt want to tempt u to be true
    i wouldnt want to make it hard on you
    i wouldnt what to see things for what they are
    i know u wouldnt want this to go that far

    well your fucked in the heart
    your fucked in the head
    u wouldnt want to take off
    leave me for dead
    casue i could be here
    and u could be too
    and i could make a mix tape with the mooney suzuki
    the red house painters
    raise against and the old song fakers
    you konw it fits you well...yes it does

    if i had some say in this ordeal
    i wouldnt touch smell love taste or feel you all all
    casue i never did when you put a bullet in my head
    Monday, March 1st, 2004
    8:08 pm
    dont waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head...
    more emoness u dont really dont want to knw about
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